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Hold Your Breath

by Fellow American

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1.
Island 03:02
Excuse me if my words are tied By a tongue that has always tried To say things that sound impressive to you But my diction seems to be tested It’s true I’ve been from the depths below All the way to the desert With all of the crows So I’ll write a message with words that scream Won’t you save me? Take me from my island Show me what I’ve missed I’m not sure what we are But I know I’ve been missing this It’s been a while since I’ve seen land So I’m nervous I hope you understand It’s like I’m coming out of the shadows But you represent a better tomorrow Between you and the water I don’t think I should really be bothered By the thought of leaving the sand As I come back to civilization Take me from my island Guide me through the sea I’m not sure if we’ll make it But I know you belong with me
2.
The Fever 04:23
You captured my eye on a memorable night I saw you look twice Now you won’t escape my mind And we laughed as we talked And I knew all at once I was breaking myself Even though I knew you had a man in mind I wanted you to know there might be something better Out there A winding road to nowhere I spend all of my time there I played my heart out For four whole songs Until we got kicked out And just like that you’re gone But don’t you claim that the thought didn’t cross your mind at least once You could’ve walked out with a man Who can love like no one can But you played yourself safe I could’ve swore you felt it too But there ain’t much that I can do When you’ve tied yourself down I don’t play dirty but I’d be lying if I told you That I didn’t think about it They said we set that place on fire But it was my heart with desire girl I’ve got a fever now As I’m speeding recklessly down Oh love, where did you go? I’m driving til I find you Knowing you might not hitch a ride You got your map set out before you Would you leave it all behind For a winding road to nowhere
3.
Davenport 04:05
Davenport is calling my name It’s a city you’ve never been to I’ll go there To forget you and our problems The past is the past I can’t change that It’s so sad Patience has always been my problem I can’t wait for you I can’t stay for you The winter breathes in all these feelings It cares not for what I’m sensing We were so close It’s so cold now I see my breath Sparks the memories of all our good times I miss them but we can’t go back I can’t wait I can’t stay For you Don’t make me wait for you
4.
Two Weeks 05:21
In a darkened room is where I’m most conflicted Here anything goes with nothing held or restricted I’ve thought if you every night for two weeks straight Tortured by memories feels like the cruelest of fates There was a time when we were practically perfect And in your eyes I could tell you thought I was worth it And I still believe we’ll find our meant-to-be’s Regret still looms around both you and me On the edge of a cliff hanging on by our fingertips You let go of me When things got rough, you screamed “I’ve had enough” Just let me fall softly I can’t seem to find the things I actually need So I might write a book for only your eyes to read And desperation will appear on every single page Your smile inspires me now in the worst of ways And I can’t stop the waves from crashing over me
5.
The Current 03:42
Thrown headfirst into the wild sea Unpredictable Ever so free Falling in love What a foolish thing When the current pulls you away from me Death, rejection, and rebellion wear The fringes of my heart And time unravels the rest Falling in love What a brittle thing Sure to collapse But something we need Oh love, What a furious thing When the current pulls You away from me
6.
If You Don't 04:05
There’s a question mark After what used to have an exclamation point Has the weight of the World deformed it Or has the weight revealed it They all say the same thing Hold your breath, things will get better I can’t help but think the other thing What if they don’t Now I don’t comprehend a lot of things But the few things I was sure of Are scattered around like a hurricane came And flooded my open mind Hold me and whisper soft the truth Pull me, draw me back to you Hold me and tell me all the things I want to hear from you Pull me, draw me into you
7.
Castles 02:54
There’s something on my mind right now There’s something in your smile I’ve found You’re pure, you’re true I’d die for you You’ve got a million miles to go from here The road is rough I know but I’m here Princess don’t stray from the castle gates Still when you do I’ll die for you
8.
Educate, graduate, escape, suffocate Just a cycle I’ve learned But no one’s concerned I stayed at what cost? I played, I lost Exodus to the plains where redemption reigns I fought for too long, thought I was strong Like a god I'd stand, but I am man I'm taking only back roads home I'm sorry that I ever had to go But I'll be back sooner than you know, back home I've made mistakes, and just like snowflakes Every wrong was new, at least with every shortcoming my wisdom grew
9.
Holograms 01:23
10.
Houston 06:13
Houston we have a problem I’m somewhere out here On the outskirts of my very own atmosphere Houston we have a problem I’m floating in the black Of a soulless place where you don’t come back I’m not an astronaut but it seems I’m in space Somehow I got here but I’m no familiar with this place I must have been knocked unconscious I would have never gotten on that flight I don’t have the gall to be up here alone Trapped with the stars in an endless night I guess that it’s my fault, whose else could it be? I can only blame myself, I can only blame me It hurts to watch the world go on When you’re trapped at such great heights And you can never come back down No matter how hard you try
11.
The bags beneath your eyes, they carry years of your regrets You have fastened them up tight, they are the thieves of all your rest And you're tired, my love The sins locked in your chest, they convolute your earnest heart That you have followed down this trail You've found yourself back at the start And you're tired, my love I can carry your weight I swear I won't bend beneath the past, I am strong enough for this You claim that you're aware that what's behind you won't define you But I know you've not forgiven yourself And you're tired, my love Now you're running on low sleep because the secrets that you keep You think you're hiding them so well, but they lie exposed to me and I can tell you're tired, my love And there's an overwhelming fear shackled to those crippling years that you're not valuable But you're valuable, you're worth it my dear You're tired I can carry your weight I swear I won't bend beneath you now, I am strong enough for this You claim that you're aware it's what's inside you that defines you and you're strong enough to let go But you're tired, my love
12.
(Castles) 00:38
Princess, you've strayed But you'll be okay There's a love in you That has made you new
13.
We were raised in envied homes Innocent but curious to the bone We clung tight to the roots inside Until the glorious cancer caught your eyes You didn't heed the warning signs Apathy consumed your mind The light in your eyes began to fade Long after you washed your sins away There's a hole deep inside my heart you left behind It echoes with uncertainty Nothing worth having comes easy A white flag at a busy bar A souvenir of an empty heart On a quest for a strong prescription Now there's nothing to lose You throw yourself away No way out, it's a long way down If your heart was on display to that innocent child you used to be You'd shake your head and you'd weep out loud And curse the anchor holding you to the ground There's hope deep inside my heart I pray you'll find Eyes lock in grim regret Nothing worth having comes easy
14.
Finally 05:06
I ask from the heart, how did this start, how did this begin, this dance we're in I don't really mind, just sort of feels like I should be questioning, how hard ive fallen in just these few weeks She pulls me away, yea you pull me away, from all the fears I have, terrors have no control on me anymore As im confident for once, she picks me up and brushes off the dust, sitting on these tired shoulders, but I still look over them Now I wonder, as everything I'm learning, and everything I already know, is coming out its pouring, my spoken unsurities, these mental impurities, they make me question everything you think, now when you close your eyes do you see me there I used to curse, and I used to hate, anyone's name who said they felt this way But she let me in, so i showed her my soul, and now I see the world doesn't always throw you in the cold, throw you in the cold

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Hold Your Breath has heavy themes of isolation, loss of innocence, and redemption. While dark in nature, we've all been there. While we hope these songs find you on the up and up, we want to remind you you're not alone and never have been.

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released August 25, 2020

Produced, mixed, and mastered by Aaron Prentice and James Gelber

Grady Benton - Guitars / Lead Vocals
Kyle Cotton - Drums / Vocals
Elliott Metherd - Bass / Vocals
Aaron Parrish - Guitars / Horns / Lead Vocals
Clint Scott - Keys / Percussion / Lead Vocals

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